Tom Cloud - Cloudsongs

 

This Heart

From "Shoofia (Shoe-Fee-Yuh)"

This heart needs a place it can turn to, a place it can go
This heart hasn't healed from the last time, and it's longing to know... why
this heart has lost something forever - and why it has to let go   

This heart has left something unspoken, left something unsaid
This heart wanted something forever, but it's ending instead
This heart has heard all of the answers, but it simply wont mend

I know a heart isn't something you hold, or own
But yours was a place I could go and call home
I guess I was there all alone, alone     

This heart will just have to be stronger; it'll have to get by  
This heart is not calling out your name, any more, and it wants to know why
This heart is now feeling the longing of not saying goodbye   

I want to know why

This heart doesn't know what it's doing, doing here at your door
This heart has been desperately holding a dream that's no more
This heart is afraid of not healing, cause it's heard it all before